Who thought that a last minute plan would turned out so perfect? We didn't do that much planning for our day out and we just planned to go to Jatim Park 1 only in the first place. But it turned out that we got to go to many places other than the theme park (the main reason why I feel so weak right now). Heading out to the park at 8 in the morning and we arrived there one hour later. We got there way too early because whenever we wanted to try this and that at the park, the workers would said, "listriknya belum ada". Yeah, semangat terlebih sangat kitorang ni 😜 .

I know this might sounds a little bit crazy but I never ever in my whole entire life ride a roller coaster! Minot urged me to ride it with her. So me, being such a nice girl *cough* *cough* agreed with it because what's there to lose, right? And from that day onward, I tell myself to never ride a roller coaster again in my life (hahahahahaha). Ya Allah, sumpah seram gila kot. Dahlah tinggi, lepastu aku ni gayat. The first coaster that I rode was so slow and it was so high! The second one that I rode was meant for children only (who cares). The word 'children' seems like it would be safe enough for me to ride, so I tried it. No guys. I don't think that it is safe at all. It was way too fast like how does that thing said that it was made for children? I guess I am just way too scared or maybe roller coasters are just not my kind of thing? I prefer going to a ghost house tbh. Other than those two coasters that I don't like, I also tried bumper car (most favourite one), midi skater, aero test and went to visit a ghot house and several educational parks.

Later that evening, we headed to Coban Rondo just to chill out. We visited the chocolate farm there and tried their ice chocolate drink which was soooo good! It tasted so natural and I didn't even know how to describe the taste. Anyway, we then went to visit the waterfall there and oh my, the waterfall is beyond perfection. It was so cold and the landscape there is so beautiful. I can say that it is the most breathtaking waterfall that I have ever visited so far. The waterfall was our last stop before we went back home. Overall, I had so much fun and now, I am going to prepare myself for the 2nd semester which starts tomorrow 😩 xo

Hi guys! Thought that I would share with all of you about the things that I did during my semester break (not that interesting,i know). This was about a month ago actually. I flew back to Malaysia at around 6 in the morning and arrived there at half past nine. I saw the most beautiful woman on earth waiting for me at the arrival gate, which is my mom of course. I miss my mom and dad like so freaaaaaking much! We went to a mall then because I had been craving Nasi Lemak and spicy ramen noodle for so long. Not to forget roti canai, chapati, thosai, abc, and the most important one is my mom's cooking hihi.

     Three days after, we all went out as a whole family to have dinner outside. You see, it is such a hard thing for us to gather as a complete family because most of us have been so busy with things in life. So for that, I am beyond grateful.

     Actually, I just spent most of the holidays with my family and relatives because well, I am a family-oriented kind of a person. I prefer spending my time with my family and just sit at home,getting cozy. But I did had the chance to meet my friends and cousins.

     The day that I had to fly back to Indonesia was one of the saddest days I had. I didn't speak that much that day and I didn't even eat anything for that WHOLE day. Even when  I am in the flight, I cried most of the time. Luckily, there was a man that kept talking to me and I got quite distracted from getting too sad. But yeah, I got sad again for a couple of days later.


     I am going to start my 2nd semester next week and I am not sure if I am ready for it because I need more holidaysssss, Wish me luck for my next semester and hope you guys will have so many great things to look forward too! 💗💗💗

Happy New Year everyoneee! I hope I'm still not too late to wish that to you guys. Time do flies so fast, right? I still remembered the day I turned 10 years old and now here I am, going to turn 20 in about 4 months. Now, the main question is  new year, the same old me or new year, new me? I don't even have the answer to that one actually but I do make a list of my 2017 resolution.

I'm going to make a few changes in my life for this year such as:

1. I'm going to do more workouts
2. no more procrastinating
3. focus more in blogging
4. focus more in my study
5. care more about my health
6. spread more positivity and love
7. be more happy
8. avoid and delete negative people out of my life
9. being careless about what others talk about me
10. being more independent

Let me be honest, I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to achieve all of that but well, I should just do it right? What doesn't kill you make you stronger. Oh, I'm thinking about doing lookbooks for each month too. I will try to make it work because my schedule is quite packed with my study and other stuffs as well. Before I end my post, I just hope that all of us will achieve everything that we wished for this year and be more happy and carefree in life. Don't forget to spread love guys! Bye! xo

Maybe not all of you guys want to know or not giving a care in the world to know all these things about me. But if you want to know more about me, here's a list of 20 things that you might not know about me :

1. I am addicted to eating ice cubes (like really really addicted)
2. I am a mix of Arab and Malay
3. My height is about 154cm and my weight is around 35kg
4. I love reading about historical things
5. I love getting new knowledges 
6. I don't talk too much but I can get really crazy when I want to
7. I love dancing
8. I love cooking and making my own recipes
9. I got really scared with small creatures like insects (even though some of them are cute)
10. I got 2 older brothers and I am the only princess among my siblings
11. I don't let myself get close to people easily
12. I love children so much
13. I love making friends and getting to know new people
14. FOOD IS MY BAE FOR FOREVER
15. I love laughing so much
16. I am good at sarcasm
17. I talk to myself sometimes ( forever alone ha ha)
18. I don't like doing things at the last minute
19. My favourite social media will always be Instagram
20. I have a crush on Zayn Malik but I prefer someone like Prince William more

Be positive. Some people will said, " How am I supposed to be positive when bad things keep happening to me" and the other people will also said, " Why should I even be positive when this world is not being fair to me?". Let me tell you something. Life will never be fair and none of us are perfect. We are all just a normal human being. We make mistakes because we are just humans. Each of us have different opinions and not all of us have the same lifestyle. Some people think that it is more fun to just enjoy the life and be a normal human being but there are other people too who from their opinions think that they have to work hard in life and be a great leader or be great in anything that they do so that they can make a change to this world. We have to respect other people too, what they love, how they want to live their lives and how they think.

I know it hurts so much when someone that you love or care so much about treats you like you got no feelings. It is the worst thing in life and I admit that. But try to think positive. Just because your bestfriend or anyone that you are closed to treat you like you are nothing, it does not mean that they have the right to block new people from coming into your life. This is your life. Walk away from those people who make you feel bad about yourself and welcome new people into your life because you deserve it. You deserve to be treated with all the love and respects that you give to people. Or maybe in some other cases you are feeling all the negativity inside of you because you are always unlucky in life and you always experienced bad things. Throw away all the negative feelings inside of you because that negativity inside of you is the main reason why you always fall down in life.

If you see or heard any bad things about someone, never ever jump into conclusion. We never know what problems they are facing through at that time and our bad assumptions about them will cause them to break down even more. Help people to get back up in life. We have to help each other in life because we know how it feels like to feel empty inside of us. 

Always stay positive. No matter how tough this life can be, be positive. Help other people to feel positive too and trust me, you will see the beauty of being positive in life.

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Ok this is awkward tbh. It has been a year since I last updated my blog! I swear I really forgot about the existence of my blog until today when i felt like "Oh I think I want to make a blog and write about my life". I'm so forgetful like seriously I'm only 19 years old. But here I am. The last time I updated my blog was on 11th May 2015 and things had changed a lot since then. I don't know how to say this but things have really changed a lot now.When I look back a year ago, I'm just like... speechless. Never thought things are going to change this much. I am really happy and so grateful with my life now.I am starting a new chapter of my life here in Malang, Indonesia. I am so happy here like yeah, all the food here are so good and the people here too are really nice and sweet. Studying here for 6 years would not be that much problem to me i guess except from the fact that I miss my parents, my family and my friends in my country so much. I even dream of them sometimes. Ok not sometimes but everyday hah! I will fly back to my country maybe at the end of this year for semester break. Couldn't wait! Guess I will stop now. Got a lot of other things to do. I will update my life again later whenever I am free. Have a great day everyone !